Some Random Tots...

ok. after thanking everi1.
now i gotta blog on some more personal stuff.

seriously i now quite confused.
i realise i dun quite like 2 guys rite now. or rather i realise i dun quite like them as much as i tot.
(1 in choir, 1 in ahs)
but there iz still this one guy i carn forget till now. since sec3?
those tt noe me, i bet you all noe who izzit.=)
and there iz one guy which i kp overlookin, but recently i realise his existence as a guy.haha

maybe i interact too much with kenny lately, being a bit emo. lolz. no offence
bit tired le.
bit bit tired.

i have been tryin soo sooo hard to forget him.
but still
i noe it would be unlikely and wierd tt i will probably run further away from it if it iz for real.

aniwae.
i come to realise one reality
i've tot too highly of myself
my super self esteem blinded me
after i saw e vid me parents took 2dae
i realise, i am not tt gd after all.
in character or in looks(which stand a larger percentage)
blinded by the praises beside me
blinded by the glances of admiration (mostly for my talent. i hope.)
blinded by the many lies

I shouldnt be askin for too much (more)
or even have the right to ask for more than wad i deserve.
tt can onli be asked of me
not of the others

Now, i do reali hope work work and work can flood my brain
and wash away all these useless tots
wash away all my worries that wasnt noticed or even existed.

Please grant me back
juz my soul and myself.

ABSOmusicLuTeLy!!

okok.
yeah!! finalli ABSOmusicLuTeLy 2008 nychoir concert ended.
1st, thanks to all those that contributed and supported us, helping us make my this last concert, after 10yrs of choir yrs, a success.
ARIGATO GOZAIIMAS!!

Thanks Fiona, HL, and ya gals' better halves..haha...for cumin down to support ya? thanks for ya gifts too!!
lolz
seriously, HL, yours is not as bad lookin as i tot..hahahahahhahahahahahahaha
ok. i got no rite to sae anithin. fine
haha
and seriously, not worthy it lor.
you gals come to my concert add tgt onli $10? ok if count ya partners, then $20 onli?
not enuf to even cover one of ya tix can? (which like amount to roughly $50??? lolz)
should be able to go lah.
but gotta check schedule again..lolz

Thanks ZUo EnIe~~love ya gal!! thanks for the bk!!
jiayou for ya concert too!!

Thanks Dennis Kor and Wu minhan for cumin down to support.

THanks 0737 for all e support!! esp my sweet sweet frenz.
esp Xinru, weiying, farhanah, nisha, wendy, angeline, yaying, ridhwan, etc....
thanks thanks guys!!
love that colourful thingy *i cannot rmb wad itz called.hehe* that you guys bot for me...
love it.
had wanted one after seeing my neighbours all have it..hahaha

Thanks my beloved nurse-to-be ZhiLei Norine gal and EeWeiWei!!
haha
thanks for Peng Chang-ing!!

Thanks everione!!
LOVE NYCHOIR!!
LOVE SOPS!!
LOVE SMALL GRP!!
LOVE TCHERS!!
LOVE MR TOH!!(haha..)

muz jiayou in wadeva you guys do wor!!