ok. after thanking everi1.
now i gotta blog on some more personal stuff.
seriously i now quite confused.
i realise i dun quite like 2 guys rite now. or rather i realise i dun quite like them as much as i tot.
(1 in choir, 1 in ahs)
but there iz still this one guy i carn forget till now. since sec3?
those tt noe me, i bet you all noe who izzit.=)
and there iz one guy which i kp overlookin, but recently i realise his existence as a guy.haha
maybe i interact too much with kenny lately, being a bit emo. lolz. no offence
bit tired le.
bit bit tired.
i have been tryin soo sooo hard to forget him.
but still
i noe it would be unlikely and wierd tt i will probably run further away from it if it iz for real.
aniwae.
i come to realise one reality
i've tot too highly of myself
my super self esteem blinded me
after i saw e vid me parents took 2dae
i realise, i am not tt gd after all.
in character or in looks(which stand a larger percentage)
blinded by the praises beside me
blinded by the glances of admiration (mostly for my talent. i hope.)
blinded by the many lies
I shouldnt be askin for too much (more)
or even have the right to ask for more than wad i deserve.
tt can onli be asked of me
not of the others
Now, i do reali hope work work and work can flood my brain
and wash away all these useless tots
wash away all my worries that wasnt noticed or even existed.
Please grant me back
juz my soul and myself.
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3 comments:
zhengyi, now its your turn to talk to me when you are troubled! hee... be happy k
Heyhey! lol didnt know u have a new blogxD
Dun be so sad emo kkz=)
One thing that no one can steal away from u are memories=)
aiyo!u never update still want me to tag my new blog add here.ha.dont even noe whether you will c this anot.anw it's: www.xanga.com/purpledaysmiles =]
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